Tough Questions

Day 6 - No Bingeing


I spent 4 hours in the car today without bingeing - a major feat. 


Last night I was looking at photos on facebook and I started thinking about how I want to be thinner, which often leads to me being more restrictive and dieting. I've been trying to focus on sanity, not dieting.  


I am not sure what to think because in reality, I do want to be thinner, but I am not sure it is worth what I have to give up to get there.  I guess I have to ask myself the question, What would I have to give up to be the size I desire? Would it be worth it? What would I gain? It is hard to answer those questions.